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The tears on the sides of my eyes, the thick skin, made it blurry and I blinked and thought I saw Talia moving.

Also, my left wrist has hurt the same for like weeks, I think from the past at college in the disability van..

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Ellen, I can always wake up for you..

I was in bed and saw Talia's head in my fan.  I was thinking of you carrying me because I was scared

So

Guess what time I have to wake up.. like 4 AM.  No, that's when the van takes me..

Upset

How will I happily get in the parade if my mom says I have to take medicine or I can't live with them?  She's going back to Indonesia, for a year she says..

Mad Again

So, I got up.  My mom is sick and perverted.  I am not a man and I am not her, by any means.

Upset

It's not being Pennsylvanian that bothers me but the fact that I'm just sad about missing Ginny..what about Facebook

What made me feel good was when I thinking at the Halloween @ New Orleans that my mom and brother didn't go in the Haunted Mansion and my dad and I did, that's like the real thing, something real, like it takes me off my feet, making a Haunted Mansion @ Jazzland.  Not sure what that is for them..

Mad

I'm losing bonds, at this group, I was not happy at all when I came in.  My mom even wanted me up but I need to sleep.

I got really mad, thought that Ginny person thought I was chasing her, like clinging to her, like she's the European 1 who deserves all the pleasure.  Ya'll stop telling me "what" you think I am, I see "what" I am compared to you.

Did you know

on previous Facebooks Ginny is my only friend, can't find them on now.

IF YOU'RE NOT STUPID

there is nothing wrong with Pennsylvania

So

Ginny doesn't care for my fam and therefore not for me, well if you weren't stupid you'd know that since age 3 you never do that.  People in the same family are all very different.

So

Is Ellen coming to Orlando for the girl who died who had cancer and was on her show more than 1 thing?

I'm very interested.

What is wrong with your daughter?  I don't have a mom from Pennsylvania.  :(  I know it's a huge problem, but I fear you forget I was accepted.

I fear

that most people are not my type in particular and never really do much with me..no one.

So I see

no one has a thing to say to anyone @ anything!!

O Boy

My 1st message.

So, Ginny's daughter already is too dazed at being perfect and is no longer considered a person, may she rest in peace of the living world!

So

Tim.  What happened to the agreement.  Everyone has someone for a reason?  Well, I made my say loud and clear don't wait for no one to come after me before you stop literally ruining things..

So

So, just spray it, do you just wanna be with your blood parents?

Hay

Ginny just stop telling me I have the flaws of my relatives.

Problema

Ellen, gotta say it, but you can be a waste of time.  I still like you as much, but I was just being funny, not sure what to say @ that.  I mean, I know New Orleanians are nice.

Well

What happened?  Tim Burton comes and now I'm not a child prodigy?

So

So, why does Ginny have a daughter?

If you're stupid, this is a question for Centrl Flor ida.

Problema

Don't wait for them to come online.

Not Okay

Ellen can't find out about my old friends and like them!

Also.

I also can't report something because that person can find me.

Problema

THEY TALK TO ME NOT THREATEN ME AFTER THEY ABANDON ME

wut.

You have no right to meet everyone who knows me to make fun of me.

All You're Doing

Ya'll are just hurting me because my friends exist.

So

Big day tomorrow, need to put together a resume, waiting for my nails to dry, might dry and style my hair and take a pic..

Ick

This teacher is reveling in me missing her.

Wow

You go get kicked outta the 1st class of a hand-chosen freely teacher!!!!

Did ya'll know that

I don't want you to re-enact friends who live in sin?

My teacher rilly don' get out

She spoke of a Cockney accent like it was Heinz Ketchup.

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You wanna know a problem I have?

When I try to be attractive and nice and taken aback, like a propa English lady, my dad wouldn't nor others approve, I don't deserve to be shit.  That's the go'al.

He doesn't get no.

People don't call me nigger to be safe.  I saw a picture of him and figured that what I worry @ is crap but not if someone else was the 1 who did it.

Looking @ an Old Blog

Ellen would say CHRISTINA should rub in how she's "black."  I'd rub in saying what is nice to black people.

So

Looking at her again, trying to shovel Floridians away because they know they come from other places.  Go back too far, and no one will be here.

I must interject

Chloe was quite mean when I saw her, like Helena Bonham Carter.  I am a shy, sweet, smart, pretty girl, everyone says.  Thanks a lot Tim Burton you chicken now no one says that.  xp

Do you ever get really annoyed

at people born @ 1980 or possibly 1975, the whole teenage pop group of the 1990s?

Preferences

You said it was ^what^ you got, not what your hair color really is, and mine wasn't black at birth.

O K

Why do babies from the South have white hair?  What about my race being partly hot climate?

You know what makes me amazing of all peoples and

everyone jealous, told at birth to bow down to me as more European because other people are, as well, without a problem.

May I also ask?

Are we on the same page.  Yes, a girl from New Orleans at a Disney audition thought that small noses because of Asians was in.  I only know that Asians wanna look white.

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Stupid

Wow, Ginny is in another planet, glad I'll stop taking lessons from her, will go back again when I can.  Also, I can't see her posts on Facebook.  She doesn't do it as much, now.  Maybe, that's another fun factor.

Mad

People keep like mimicking their thought of how they think I am just so they don't feel stupid.  Don't send me to shit.  Don't lie, too.  If something is wrong, you should tell me and I'll probably listen.

Mad

Look, leave me alone.  I want you to stop teasing me for getting mad.  My dad seemed to in his mind threaten me that he won't leave me alone, even if I moved, I'd feel hurt just because of his stupid dispostion on the n word thing and various inappropriate secretive social situations that happened in my life, no brain.

So

Not to embarrass anyone, but I can't help you've stuck me on the message that you're all jealous your kids aren't like me and in the end you don't have some thing I have.

Thanks

Ginny.

I just realized I looked good when I did gymnastics but then I looked worse when my brother was born and I started ballet.  So much I had to quit.  I did move then.

Remember this. :|

Thinking of a daughter.  You ever go into a situation and end up in the sewer even though you were perfectly nice and alert and attentive?

I'm so happy to be

safe at home with my blog and the internet.  Key is never threaten anyone, and use the word *beep* instead if it's illegal.

Good News

, Ginny, my psychiatrist might give me a note to take English online.

If you weren't a dummy

You'd have gotten me outta those busywork Catholic schools because now I can't read and listen to remember and comprehend or figure out whilst.

Liar

Ginny thinks I had a breakdown.  If you weren't a dummy, you'd've realized that people are all being mean to me and shouldn't be and think it will make them have good feelings sometimes some of them.

Mad

I felt like the teacher was like off in space, like I couldn't connect.  That's probably another reason for me to be punished.

Promoting Bad Grades

He only told me to leave because he decided also that I should be punished.  No busy work, luckily..  I find that move rather sarcastic, whatever it is..

Anyway

Jose was gonna let me go back soon, but nothing happened and he changed his mind without reason.  I did miss a meeting when the teacher wasn't there so I could sleep.  I had to come in and turn in my Weight Training homework late, 1 day.

My Grades

"Jose" was concerned @ my grades.  If the kids are mean, I can't do it.  I'm there to have fun.

Problema

I couldn't even go through the Weight Training class feeling like no one's paying attention to me, tired me out..were mean to me, too, so Ginny yea everyone is always mean to me it seems sometimes..they didn't kick me, but they were mean and I did almost get injured to death.  I had even hurt my ankle at Mary Poppins.  I do these things in public.

Please don't

get close to me for disciplinary action.  I decided not to do that stuff anymore, but if someone provoked me again, I might have to if they get too close.  They really have, though, and I know why.  The way the whole class laughed.  Never admitting outwardly they did it to annoy me specifically, a horrid class, but no attention seekers, luckily, you know what I'm sayin'?  All the reason to get in a fight..not a good thing, better figure something out Ginny.

Excuse

I thought it was an adult class.  They were so mean to me.  I wasn't mean, I was very nice to other people.  I just felt mad when Ginny's tone changed to annoy me.  I also blame the Weight Training class, guess I almost died.

Crazy "Parenting" and Discipline

I forget what I was gonna say..yes I get mad and do stuff, but I didn't hurt anyone, and people do that kinda thing, I'm sure..wouldn't let me leave class if I felt mad, hm.

She's insane.

She's looking at me like she knows I went into the class not expecting anything but to be left alone.  Why would I feel comfortable around her?

Problema

I will not take 1 dirty joke from Ellen DeGeneres trying to be on top.

Period.

You are mean to me.  You are bad.  You have secret ways of communicating to me, like this.  So what if I got mad, doesn't mean I can't go to classes..

Well, spray it.

You guys provoked me.  You don't matter, in that way.

Watcha thinkin?

Do you like the way people go off and think their being mean doesn't matter?

"What do you have to say?"

So, Ginny really was mean to me in class a lot.  It was in an underhanded way, but I like the teacher and that's why I took the class.  I wasn't mean to her.  It just made me mad.  Sometimes, I'd hit my pens on my folder, told the disciplinarian for some reason.  I don't recall how it affected those kids who were mean to me sometimes.  I was never mean to anyone.  They just kept trying to make me mad.  My mom did that, and I went to Lakeside for the 1st time.

"Since when did.."

They have Alice dancing on the Cheshire Cat?

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I have a bond with Nell.

Shh, don't tell Ginny.

Something to Talk @?

Well, that's the problems I've been having and mentioning.

Helena Bonham Carter is nice and seems like a public figure.  I mean, she does something but then she's agreeable when people actually get up and do something, you know?  Isn't that a bit schizophrenic?  Maybe, she didn't want kids, I dunno, not a nice thing to say, but something @ her kids seems to be difficult.  Haha, I said didn't want not shouldn't have had them.  What's wrong with Billy.  He's a dork.  I am only concerned.  I've made other people dorks in my mind's eye, people I greatly admire.  You just need to stop snapping at every problem I have.  I mean, I also don't feel I'm always here to explain every which way something makes sense when I can't do that all the time but hopefully my posts will become more interesting.

Do you - understand - the words - that are coming outta my mouth.

There's Mo're

So, Tim Burton popped up again getting me kicked outta a class with a teacher I really like a lot.  Ellen DeGeneres didn't solve the problem, neither, apparently, thinking of my new heavy influence from her, worries me in a woman.

Also, you can't be mean to me just to say someone else is good.  Tim Burton seems to not be able to stop it.  Maybe, he's washed away.  Sorry if I made a bad 1st impression, but I was polite, not that that matters to anyone.

Was that just the world in a box?

I mean, come on, man, I got nothin to talk ABOUT

What happened to peace and "love?"

Guess, I wrap the world up in the manner I can play piano and know music and stuffs.  It's all laid out like the keyboard, even.  Don't mean to literally go too far with or about anyone, but I'm in danger with myself.

And Why It Doesn't Work Out

Everything is being taken away because of how much of a fetish kids and their parents etc. have for Tim Burton.

Essentially, meaning taking every joy and intelligence from the world for the cause of Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter and Johnny Depp and so on and so forth.  That's just the reasoning behind it, what I wrote in my last post..means something, too.

I'm being ripped off as shit.  Everything is for Tim Burton.  I am not even cozy in my little hole where no one goes.  Now, that's GAY, not saying who I'm thinking of.  Or what.  I'm thinking of being kicked outta colleges.

I did realize finally I needed to stop and rest.

Issues

Helena Bonham Carter has made controversial statements.  1 of them is that she thinks because she is almost 1/2 Jewish that she is more European than Europeans themselves.  She believes they are Chinese.  Anyway, in this way, she is supressing the European in people who want to be considered a normal, European person or at least not an enigma or something or nonentity racially.  This seems to include the interests of Europeans themselves.  People all look up to Tim Burton but admit they are not Tim Burton.  They all love Johnny Depp and wish they to be the figure children look up to like him.  However, there is a great distance and respect people paid Tim Burton.  Helena Bonham Carter with the lust people pending have over Tim Burton pretty much says way out loud that because she is not Chinese that she is "the one" and "claims him for herself."  The point is Helena Bonham Carter as a Jew often annoyingly catcalls her belief to the world that Tim Burton "did something" that she considers as good as shit to her.  This implies that she thinks everyone else should be menial to them because normally if someone "won a place in [Tim Burton's] heart" that the rest of the world would sorta give them a nod.  She knows she ruins their lives, and so they aren't responsive and she just has to accept it.  What can this mean for the cherry on top of the ice cream cone for Nell Burton?  Getting into that, with her, BAH I can't think.  I usually think of her.  Ah, yes, she was very mean to "get it out" that everything my generation should get, while having gone to Johnny Depp, should go to her daughter and that her daughter is tha thing and that people my age don't deserve squat.  Even people like me can't go about her life as before.  It's same as Ginny.  Everything is @ Tim Burton and his family.  It should stop, seems it already has, in fact, don't mean to start a joke.  I just am not considered as needed nor revealed as being a guarantee to be like Zeus the god of all thunder.  I just feel disposed, whereas for no reason Tim Burton reigns.

I see this is some good writing, and the topic is important and a joke but something that seems to prevail, like it or not.

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