You already all act like I'm better, and then Tim Burton comes and you say I was selfish.
I like older people, stop GODDAMN MAKING FUN OF THAT FACT OF LIFE. I don't act weird around them or don't like to. You think that this world is just for you. Well, you're gonna get people you're mean to to fight back. My race was disgraced before yours ever was.
Thursday, July 18, 2013
Problema
I heard a noise again and it affected my eyes, like maybe they were nothing. I don't care "what" you did for my brother, I didn't do it, and I'm not gonna be shit in some shit way you connected it. I know something happened to them, though. Please don't tell me my eyes aren't good enough for you, just making up mean things because you're against the world in some level. Why do you think that's okay with someone like me? You go do that to yo mama? Who's shitting this? What'd you do to my eyes, stop bothering ME! You care that I'm not God and that my eyes are never affected by anything and I'm not alive and changing? You go live in a barn!
Well, the rest of my face just flushed, so I've got something going.. Oh no, there's another constant noise. Wonder what that might be. Ha. I got some people on the street to say they were younger than their parents, and they're not gay. You don't seem to got shit for them. Or, I know that the shit thought their parents aren't born in 1957, 8, 9, .. will pass through your mind each time.
Well, the rest of my face just flushed, so I've got something going.. Oh no, there's another constant noise. Wonder what that might be. Ha. I got some people on the street to say they were younger than their parents, and they're not gay. You don't seem to got shit for them. Or, I know that the shit thought their parents aren't born in 1957, 8, 9, .. will pass through your mind each time.
I know what you did.
You said I was my relatives, all those brat kids, I can sit here and count'em all. Found 1 older I only e-mailed with. Oh yes, and an in-law who never talks to me but talks to the "pretty" relative aunt.
Problema
Hey, stop giving me special rules, like someone else is better than me all the time. They don't think that when I'm up alone. I see other people of non-Caucasian races do what they decide.
I hate this place.
I wanna live here. The problem is the poor people acting like they're whiter, the blacks, and you know all mean complaining about their job to be a strict good girl. All the time, everyone. I know some of us want out, but I know you come here and you do weird things. I just don't see how it's done.
Another Annoying Thing
I got the feeling Ginny turned off to other people, and I got the idea that I did it and before that Ginny shouldn't exist because for me I should never meet anymore attractive people like me.
@ CVS
I saw this nail polish that was in a tube and it was like purple, but even when I took it out I could see it like glowing in the dark but it was light. So, it was like purple and blue or something.
Speaking of seeing colors, why do people act like I'm moody? I just wasn't comfortable as a kid. I wanted to be a proper European girl not put down for having dark|black hair, in a proper dress, doing proper things a lady does except when I'm at gymnastics, plus not to be mean to in ballet. Also, what about a lazy cook for a mom who doesn't need to eat much and a supposedly poorer dad.
Speaking of seeing colors, why do people act like I'm moody? I just wasn't comfortable as a kid. I wanted to be a proper European girl not put down for having dark|black hair, in a proper dress, doing proper things a lady does except when I'm at gymnastics, plus not to be mean to in ballet. Also, what about a lazy cook for a mom who doesn't need to eat much and a supposedly poorer dad.
Not Mean to Me
So, someone who admires men born around 1950 or maybe 1945 even will always be nice to kids like me.
Verdict
You old people should not make people born 1957-1961 more special because it's just more special than kids with older parents who are human like anyone, like Americans are European. They always say, "No"
Stupid Being Forward
Yes, I think about being younger than older people, and as a kid said I was tired of being the oldest because it seemed to mean I was flawed and I didn't like my family only
Problema
Everyone has always said I was a good person. Why is my dad and mom acting like I did something just for the fun of it? Why can't I live in this house in peace!
Question
I don't know what this means, but is my dad even comfortable around people who are a different age
So
If you embarrass a student, you should be sorry you did it.
Also, I think my dad doesn't like me because he's born in 1950. He "likes" kids born before or with older parents than him to a degree.
Flawed Adult Figures
I didn't do anything wrong, like with Ginny stupidly kicking me off Facebook. It might be because she's from California, not sure if maybe the Pennsylvania and maybe other blood made her that way. People from California, sometimes Florida, are mean, like Johnny Depp .. Tim Burton! I respect them for their morals but not for their grumpiness. I say it because other people do.
Also, I think my dad doesn't like me because he's born in 1950. He "likes" kids born before or with older parents than him to a degree.
Flawed Adult Figures
I didn't do anything wrong, like with Ginny stupidly kicking me off Facebook. It might be because she's from California, not sure if maybe the Pennsylvania and maybe other blood made her that way. People from California, sometimes Florida, are mean, like Johnny Depp .. Tim Burton! I respect them for their morals but not for their grumpiness. I say it because other people do.
Do you wanna get my secret?
I'm gonna invite people to a party.. if I get famous I can fly them over to it, guess for Saturday night and Sunday morning.. 1st, I need people other than Barb and Joni..
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I did get more money for movies, just have to buy the ticket 1st, maybe no dessert, and what about a snack.. don't know if I care for what they have that's affordable.
^Who cares^
You know, no one cares @ Johnny Depp, feeling attacked by kids thinking he's cool in a strict way, basically.. let's see what happens to his "real" manners. I must admit yes some people know my brother has long hair because of him, like a bit below his shoulders. He didn't used to part it in the middle. I don't know what he is, but he is less like me than most people. I try to be happy and white, and he thinks he's gonna win in another way for some reason. I think my dad thinks I should say "what" I like so he can provide what I want to others and leave me a "bargain."
I'm still disturbed why my parents were being weird, no movie money.. just because I slept through Disney auditions. It's quite taxing, but I see I was really "there" for the kids and maybe why they kept throwing food at me.
I'm still disturbed why my parents were being weird, no movie money.. just because I slept through Disney auditions. It's quite taxing, but I see I was really "there" for the kids and maybe why they kept throwing food at me.
Something Funny
My parents wondered why I spent their money.. I got a magazine and my arm sweated on it.. I got a little address book, but it was $6. It's very good. I just asked why my dad didn't give me movie money. My mom tells me not to ask him for money. Most parents do their kids's chores and pay for their stuff. That's what I found out in New Orleans. You know, serve them their meals.. and not act like you should waste your time on nothing..
I just said wait Dad pays for my movie money.. and my mom is like no I give him the money.. which I don't think she does. I didn't just demand it. I would have had to appropriate my money.
All I got was 2 large slushes @ McD's for $2 something each. I used their money to get a slushie at a gas station which hurt my stomach awhile walking and I had to use the bathroom. I told you what else I got. I also got 2 $1 nail polishes. Not something you need to talk @ right on, but it's like a purplish feel, dark red and an a bit glittery like dark hot pink. I was inspired by my deep voice.
I just said wait Dad pays for my movie money.. and my mom is like no I give him the money.. which I don't think she does. I didn't just demand it. I would have had to appropriate my money.
All I got was 2 large slushes @ McD's for $2 something each. I used their money to get a slushie at a gas station which hurt my stomach awhile walking and I had to use the bathroom. I told you what else I got. I also got 2 $1 nail polishes. Not something you need to talk @ right on, but it's like a purplish feel, dark red and an a bit glittery like dark hot pink. I was inspired by my deep voice.
Muddled
So, I liked growing up in a real place like New Orleans..not sure how that hits. I am from a modern, normal place. But it's so special. I'm not scared of anything in life. I am concerned.
What People Do and Don't Do
Did you know Generation XY always checks to see what they're really doing insteada no Mommy I'm special, I'm younger, I don't have to be respectful about generations .. and then no on mentions that tiny, eentsy weensy detail. They are so flippant, anyone care to handle that, really?
Still, does it hurt when someone gets attention..no..just if you don't get a part in a play. Age of parents? I dunno, I've seen it both ways. I think the goal would be to have a young mom and a dad that's not too old. Otherwise, I'm sorry, but I think people born after 1961 are crappy and even just after 1960.
Still, does it hurt when someone gets attention..no..just if you don't get a part in a play. Age of parents? I dunno, I've seen it both ways. I think the goal would be to have a young mom and a dad that's not too old. Otherwise, I'm sorry, but I think people born after 1961 are crappy and even just after 1960.
So
Why does everyone tell me they got tested more in life than me and that I'm just crap to think I'm something, as well?
To Clarify
I was supposed to be peppy at an audition today at Disney World. Instead.. I slept 7 hours 2 days in a row then missed 1 day, slept 20 hours today, feel pretty good, wanna walk to eat. I'm not auditioning to be a dancer but a waver|dancer in the parade, Tinkerbell, if not then an Alice, who all do different things. Snow White trots with the dwarves. I wouldn't mind that too much. I'd make a good role of it.
Passing
Sorry @ Talia. I looked at her Twitter the day she passed away. I had just woken up. They called Ellen and she's been online only making posts on Twitter about her. She is sad, and I am scared because I live here and I feel that I'm not really even good enough for Talia, in a way, socially.
I am very sorry about this. I wish I could have met her. I would be willing to play with her, but I don't think I'm well-liked, and we could try to prolong her life. I am so sorry she passed away, she was just a little girl.
If you don't know, she is a girl who I believe has a Spanish dad or maybe Mongoloid? and she was small and thin and had cancer. She was very smiley all the time, something I would not appear to be, maybe. She was such a good girl, I cannot believe the horror of what happens in this world. Just a few days ago, I said we need to concentrate on traffic deaths.
I am so sorry for Talia, and I hope her soul is pure and happy in Heaven while she awaits the coming of the Lord and everyone on that day we all enter into Heaven, or Purgatory. I don't know about Purgatory. I think she is in the middle of Heaven and a transient state while she waits for the other people in the world to ascend. Some people might not like people and still be Saints for their pains and pray in Heaven with the Lord all the time..
God bless the spirit arisen to Heaven of Talia! My sympathy and whatever else is appropriate. I am so sad for her death. Being an Orlando citizen, I know that people are very rude, actually, but in a way they are very giving socially, everything here is a smile, any wish you make with your heart.
God bless Talia in Heaven.
I guess I will end this post here, hope I didn't confuse anyone with my religious beliefs or wishes.
I am very sorry about this. I wish I could have met her. I would be willing to play with her, but I don't think I'm well-liked, and we could try to prolong her life. I am so sorry she passed away, she was just a little girl.
If you don't know, she is a girl who I believe has a Spanish dad or maybe Mongoloid? and she was small and thin and had cancer. She was very smiley all the time, something I would not appear to be, maybe. She was such a good girl, I cannot believe the horror of what happens in this world. Just a few days ago, I said we need to concentrate on traffic deaths.
I am so sorry for Talia, and I hope her soul is pure and happy in Heaven while she awaits the coming of the Lord and everyone on that day we all enter into Heaven, or Purgatory. I don't know about Purgatory. I think she is in the middle of Heaven and a transient state while she waits for the other people in the world to ascend. Some people might not like people and still be Saints for their pains and pray in Heaven with the Lord all the time..
God bless the spirit arisen to Heaven of Talia! My sympathy and whatever else is appropriate. I am so sad for her death. Being an Orlando citizen, I know that people are very rude, actually, but in a way they are very giving socially, everything here is a smile, any wish you make with your heart.
God bless Talia in Heaven.
I guess I will end this post here, hope I didn't confuse anyone with my religious beliefs or wishes.
So, would you say..
..Ginny is there, for you? I can't take singing right now because of her acclimating to her new schedule. I asked if it'd be until the summer. Also, she teaches privately, wait that's what I wait for. She teaches things at 1 time, as well. She said she can't add new students right now.. Where else.. also teaches voiceover at an acting school. She was pretty contained or self-happy about dialects, like I'd have to go to her classes, but that's when Disney auditions always are, and that's my #1.
Making up for Things
I don't really enjoy it. Like, Pennsylvania might be cozier, but you know I don't really believe that to be very true. All I can say is it might be more European, the old shops, the new shops, the way it seems like the old world, like you have a blessed, clean life.
How It Goes
As far as only being close to people around Pennsylvania, supposedly it's safe enough but not like New York + New Jersey..
Dream
I had a pretty long dream I was out camping and in the end kept whining to my mom and sometimes dad who looked younger and more thin worn like my brother.. like this girl from Orlando at Lakeside, "I wanna go home.." It was complicated, always worrying @ some animal that might hurt me, etc.
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