Another Hurt

You already all act like I'm better, and then Tim Burton comes and you say I was selfish.

I like older people, stop GODDAMN MAKING FUN OF THAT FACT OF LIFE.  I don't act weird around them or don't like to.  You think that this world is just for you.  Well, you're gonna get people you're mean to to fight back.  My race was disgraced before yours ever was.

Problema

I heard a noise again and it affected my eyes, like maybe they were nothing.  I don't care "what" you did for my brother, I didn't do it, and I'm not gonna be shit in some shit way you connected it.  I know something happened to them, though.  Please don't tell me my eyes aren't good enough for you, just making up mean things because you're against the world in some level.  Why do you think that's okay with someone like me?  You go do that to yo mama?  Who's shitting this?  What'd you do to my eyes, stop bothering ME!  You care that I'm not God and that my eyes are never affected by anything and I'm not alive and changing?  You go live in a barn!

Well, the rest of my face just flushed, so I've got something going..  Oh no, there's another constant noise.  Wonder what that might be.  Ha.  I got some people on the street to say they were younger than their parents, and they're not gay.  You don't seem to got shit for them.  Or, I know that the shit thought their parents aren't born in 1957, 8, 9, .. will pass through your mind each time.

I know what you did.

You said I was my relatives, all those brat kids, I can sit here and count'em all.  Found 1 older I only e-mailed with.  Oh yes, and an in-law who never talks to me but talks to the "pretty" relative aunt.

Mad

Why can't you be someone for me sometimes?

I SAID YOU WERE STUPID

I heard a long noise like that meant I wasn't God.

Problema

Hey, stop giving me special rules, like someone else is better than me all the time.  They don't think that when I'm up alone.  I see other people of non-Caucasian races do what they decide.

I hate this place.

I wanna live here.  The problem is the poor people acting like they're whiter, the blacks, and you know all mean complaining about their job to be a strict good girl.  All the time, everyone.  I know some of us want out, but I know you come here and you do weird things.  I just don't see how it's done.

Another Annoying Thing

I got the feeling Ginny turned off to other people, and I got the idea that I did it and before that Ginny shouldn't exist because for me I should never meet anymore attractive people like me.

The Nail Polish

It had sparkles.  Like big sparkles.

@ CVS

I saw this nail polish that was in a tube and it was like purple, but even when I took it out I could see it like glowing in the dark but it was light.  So, it was like purple and blue or something.

Speaking of seeing colors, why do people act like I'm moody?  I just wasn't comfortable as a kid.  I wanted to be a proper European girl not put down for having dark|black hair, in a proper dress, doing proper things a lady does except when I'm at gymnastics, plus not to be mean to in ballet.  Also, what about a lazy cook for a mom who doesn't need to eat much and a supposedly poorer dad.

Age of the Mom

Why aren't you expecting kids with a more youngish mom?

Not Mean to Me

So, someone who admires men born around 1950 or maybe 1945 even will always be nice to kids like me.

Verdict

You old people should not make people born 1957-1961 more special because it's just more special than kids with older parents who are human like anyone, like Americans are European.  They always say, "No"

Stupid Being Forward

Yes, I think about being younger than older people, and as a kid said I was tired of being the oldest because it seemed to mean I was flawed and I didn't like my family only

Problema

Everyone has always said I was a good person.  Why is my dad and mom acting like I did something just for the fun of it?  Why can't I live in this house in peace!

Question

I don't know what this means, but is my dad even comfortable around people who are a different age

So

If you embarrass a student, you should be sorry you did it.

Also, I think my dad doesn't like me because he's born in 1950.  He "likes" kids born before or with older parents than him to a degree.

Flawed Adult Figures

I didn't do anything wrong, like with Ginny stupidly kicking me off Facebook.  It might be because she's from California, not sure if maybe the Pennsylvania and maybe other blood made her that way.  People from California, sometimes Florida, are mean, like Johnny Depp .. Tim Burton!  I respect them for their morals but not for their grumpiness.  I say it because other people do.

Do you wanna get my secret?

I'm gonna invite people to a party.. if I get famous I can fly them over to it, guess for Saturday night and Sunday morning..  1st, I need people other than Barb and Joni..

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I did get more money for movies, just have to buy the ticket 1st, maybe no dessert, and what about a snack.. don't know if I care for what they have that's affordable.

^Who cares^

You know, no one cares @ Johnny Depp, feeling attacked by kids thinking he's cool in a strict way, basically.. let's see what happens to his "real" manners.  I must admit yes some people know my brother has long hair because of him, like a bit below his shoulders.  He didn't used to part it in the middle.  I don't know what he is, but he is less like me than most people.  I try to be happy and white, and he thinks he's gonna win in another way for some reason.  I think my dad thinks I should say "what" I like so he can provide what I want to others and leave me a "bargain."

I'm still disturbed why my parents were being weird, no movie money.. just because I slept through Disney auditions.  It's quite taxing, but I see I was really "there" for the kids and maybe why they kept throwing food at me.