Saturday, July 20, 2013
Well
Not really mad, 'is just my blog. I won't say it bothers me that people I look up to feel appropriate ***. I just know they are taunting me @ it and that nothing else is happening.
ok
I told my dad if I'm too old to wave in the parade.. I will be a spinning machine. In my dream, it was so grotesque, so slimy and shapely, thought a seal from the pole was gonna come in and get me then picuted up like a little rubbery totally large snail, size of like the smallest dog or smaller. like it was alive and talked.
Do you wanna know
about something really stupid? Ellen wants you to want to be ugly, flat out.. Well, maybe not really, but she asks us to be charming in an annoying way. I hope you don't know my friend and like people I know over me since the n word thing. What if we said you were rude? Ruined your life?? Not the question someone at risk would ask, but I guess I follow your ways and see you don't "do" anything, like you're waiting. I mean, I talk.
So, I guess I'll forget about the taunting attitude about thinking of a stimulated Ginny. You know, I would get in trouble for going through it to her. It might make her feel it but not necessarily. People are mean to me.. because my mom is small but not like bony with drooping skin, like lots. I mean, just looks good but is small, didn't eat enough as a girl, didn't have enough food on top of that. She was very fat at 1 point as a toddler. Reminds me of my brother. I did say to Ellen once online my mom was like you, fat just at age 1 or 2. She did have a more flat open face, made me feel that this Vietnamese was in my room at the mental clin'c because of that. WHY. It did affect me and my favorite picture with my hair dyed. I didn't try to look like her.. I mean, that was not okay. I know Koreans are attractive who are thin. Too bad I didn't save some picture I ran into.
So, why are we giving Ginny inappropriate feelings she doesn't deserve to go? Didn't I just say how much do you spend time on this?
So, I guess I'll forget about the taunting attitude about thinking of a stimulated Ginny. You know, I would get in trouble for going through it to her. It might make her feel it but not necessarily. People are mean to me.. because my mom is small but not like bony with drooping skin, like lots. I mean, just looks good but is small, didn't eat enough as a girl, didn't have enough food on top of that. She was very fat at 1 point as a toddler. Reminds me of my brother. I did say to Ellen once online my mom was like you, fat just at age 1 or 2. She did have a more flat open face, made me feel that this Vietnamese was in my room at the mental clin'c because of that. WHY. It did affect me and my favorite picture with my hair dyed. I didn't try to look like her.. I mean, that was not okay. I know Koreans are attractive who are thin. Too bad I didn't save some picture I ran into.
So, why are we giving Ginny inappropriate feelings she doesn't deserve to go? Didn't I just say how much do you spend time on this?
Tantrums and Dream
Is Ellen having a tantrum, thinking she'll stop the tingly feelings by making people feel them more? I'd like to remind you about before in the "experiment" that no one would ever do those things, save for online *** or messing around, the 1 thing. I do stand by, but I still would like to comment. I don't have a real issue, but I mean, there are some things done just in spite I was thinking.. just as a punishment. I don't think it's something I can do, otherwise maybe Ellen does it, too. It feels more like "buckering someone up." Not me. I find it rather rude and crass. I posted something on my blog, something short, comlpaining about it. Then, I started to notice it more, like "Ellen can't hold it" feeling. I will not live like this, something stupid like that.
O, I remember my dream, was influenced by some of the insults I got. For some reason there was a traintrack by my house and they just grew. Someone was with me, like my mom but this person wasn't her, and we were sampling some food.. I had a thin crisp sugary cup filled with sugary fluff, and it was good.
Just wondering, I don't want anyone to make fun of me like I'm imperfect. That just seems rather crass, as well.
Also, I don't get why people keep acting like an old friend who doesn't wanna talk to me, like if you have anything to say you're a party pooper. Why'd I even have to say this again now..
It seems Ginny does go crazy if you do something that doesn't seem aligned in "the way.."
I keep getting the idea Ellen is spilling these things. I found a way to stop complaining @ her. She thinks she didn't really do anything. I just know that she doesn't completely like what she does. I think you're gonna make fun of me, like she's supposed to direct her attention to weird people who don't have anything to say, just there for stupid***.
Also, Ellen, don't get mad at me and say that must be something I do like my mom cuz it's not.. I'm not gonna grumble like my dad.. I don't know what you are. Wait, why did I say Ellen?
Well, I look up to Ginny, I'm not gonna reduce her "achievement" to being a *** object as opposed to not at all. She can experience appropriate feelings. I feel that what it was was things I don't make myself do, not that that matters.
Why would Ellen be mean to me all the time, like she has a bug? Yes, I believe the people in the New Orleans suburbs can be mean, illogical, stuck up. Even more is the people from New Orleans itself. They are underhandedly stuck up and in a daze.
Ellen isn't really all that, has to "be the 1" to make up some insult to the world. I just got the idea she hurt my mom because I want to be cool. Ginny was looking at me, too, BAH. What is your problem? Shut up. You don't explain shit in your thoughts. Stop throwing yourself in my face. Stop jabbering nothing at all. Also, it's because of something that doesn't matter. Watcha doin' to my mom, Ellen? You can't hold your wee wee, or what Ginny, even worse, 2 problems because of dumb Tim Burton. HEY STOP. You're gonna pay. What was that? So, you're just not there for me?
You know that picture of Ellen as a baby, such an attractive person from her Jew blood. I was thinking she said she was like pretty much laid down before you, like the gesture that is nice except it's like you're living your life and she comes in and has to be able to topple it, like she's getting into you.. I wasn't attractive FROM HAVING Chinese blood but just because I'm a normal person..
I just want to say that I never saw people put people in tingly feelings as a punishment on display. That is highly insulting. It was done with bad feelings.. because of jealousy, wanting, and incompetence. I just feel it "is" the relationship just to be mean to me because I said what others did to me was mean. I told Ginny that about unfriending me. So, what, that's also your excuse of giving her ***? That's very crass and improper. It's the kind of thing that doesn't happen for no reason..
O no, mad at Ellen again. Always at Ginny, too. What is the giving her feelings like she's a tween or something in junior high? Just to punish me! What, is that what leaks out.. I know no one approves of it. I'm not actually mad but the fact it seems to be done with an attitude of pleasure to me. I don't know if she needs that, but I don't. Maybe, I'm just better than her, or possibly that's really "what" she does because she might have the most unaccounted for last name. I think she regrets ever doing anything for anyone because she met me.
See, you're just spoiling her for fun and to mess around inappropriately with me.
Ellen, I don't care about mean people my age. I heard another sound that sounds like 1 of you. It made my face not feel as soft.. I think it was just in my ears. Can you GET OUTTA THE WAY. Ginny is a weirdo, wants to get me at home when I have to practice to "punish" me for chosing a voice that's like sorta hardy like a boy, like a soft whistle, like a low flute. In my dream, I even had a large long thing like a bassoon.
O, I remember my dream, was influenced by some of the insults I got. For some reason there was a traintrack by my house and they just grew. Someone was with me, like my mom but this person wasn't her, and we were sampling some food.. I had a thin crisp sugary cup filled with sugary fluff, and it was good.
Just wondering, I don't want anyone to make fun of me like I'm imperfect. That just seems rather crass, as well.
Also, I don't get why people keep acting like an old friend who doesn't wanna talk to me, like if you have anything to say you're a party pooper. Why'd I even have to say this again now..
It seems Ginny does go crazy if you do something that doesn't seem aligned in "the way.."
I keep getting the idea Ellen is spilling these things. I found a way to stop complaining @ her. She thinks she didn't really do anything. I just know that she doesn't completely like what she does. I think you're gonna make fun of me, like she's supposed to direct her attention to weird people who don't have anything to say, just there for stupid***.
Also, Ellen, don't get mad at me and say that must be something I do like my mom cuz it's not.. I'm not gonna grumble like my dad.. I don't know what you are. Wait, why did I say Ellen?
Well, I look up to Ginny, I'm not gonna reduce her "achievement" to being a *** object as opposed to not at all. She can experience appropriate feelings. I feel that what it was was things I don't make myself do, not that that matters.
Why would Ellen be mean to me all the time, like she has a bug? Yes, I believe the people in the New Orleans suburbs can be mean, illogical, stuck up. Even more is the people from New Orleans itself. They are underhandedly stuck up and in a daze.
Ellen isn't really all that, has to "be the 1" to make up some insult to the world. I just got the idea she hurt my mom because I want to be cool. Ginny was looking at me, too, BAH. What is your problem? Shut up. You don't explain shit in your thoughts. Stop throwing yourself in my face. Stop jabbering nothing at all. Also, it's because of something that doesn't matter. Watcha doin' to my mom, Ellen? You can't hold your wee wee, or what Ginny, even worse, 2 problems because of dumb Tim Burton. HEY STOP. You're gonna pay. What was that? So, you're just not there for me?
You know that picture of Ellen as a baby, such an attractive person from her Jew blood. I was thinking she said she was like pretty much laid down before you, like the gesture that is nice except it's like you're living your life and she comes in and has to be able to topple it, like she's getting into you.. I wasn't attractive FROM HAVING Chinese blood but just because I'm a normal person..
I just want to say that I never saw people put people in tingly feelings as a punishment on display. That is highly insulting. It was done with bad feelings.. because of jealousy, wanting, and incompetence. I just feel it "is" the relationship just to be mean to me because I said what others did to me was mean. I told Ginny that about unfriending me. So, what, that's also your excuse of giving her ***? That's very crass and improper. It's the kind of thing that doesn't happen for no reason..
O no, mad at Ellen again. Always at Ginny, too. What is the giving her feelings like she's a tween or something in junior high? Just to punish me! What, is that what leaks out.. I know no one approves of it. I'm not actually mad but the fact it seems to be done with an attitude of pleasure to me. I don't know if she needs that, but I don't. Maybe, I'm just better than her, or possibly that's really "what" she does because she might have the most unaccounted for last name. I think she regrets ever doing anything for anyone because she met me.
See, you're just spoiling her for fun and to mess around inappropriately with me.
Ellen, I don't care about mean people my age. I heard another sound that sounds like 1 of you. It made my face not feel as soft.. I think it was just in my ears. Can you GET OUTTA THE WAY. Ginny is a weirdo, wants to get me at home when I have to practice to "punish" me for chosing a voice that's like sorta hardy like a boy, like a soft whistle, like a low flute. In my dream, I even had a large long thing like a bassoon.
Problema
Why are you anviling into the privacy of my own room in my own family home wanting me to be stupid and unattractive like people think that people live with silly rules, like what did I do .. oh I was upset I thought of Ellen DeGeneres stimulating my teacher and wanted the idea to stop, like most anyone, so I posted @ it. You have no right to do anything of the sort to anyone and so not to me. I am more an adult than you and you do what I say. Something funny like my clothes? Well, I have money issues.
Shopping
Guess I'm going shopping somewhere. They sell nice mix and match outfits, bound to be 1 for me!
So
Not sure who else ran into this, but if you only think of 1 thing then you only think of 1 thing.
What's wrong?
Why did I get this message? Who's trying to do everything that hurts me? Is it a secret message, like from my dad? EW, get him away.. It might be because of Ellen. I'm not going to let her get away with this. Or wait, my dad did that? Why's he always bad to me? I don't wanna even touch that man.
What was that?
A smug no? Get out of my life. I just got the idea I wasn't important and no one would do anything perfectly, for me.
Stale
So, why does Ellen try to get back at every point I make with something she's doing anyway, looking up to people like her mom, how retarded, can't take anything, I mean that's something my gramma believes in. I thought hey stop thinking about silly tingly feelings.
My Favorite Person
Always there for you, Ellen DeGeneres. I dunno, there is a threat of her retiring but not by her she's not said so on her show..after I posted that remark like on my blog or possibly to her on Twitter.
Okay, guys..
I just finished practicing my singing. I can sing the high notes to "The Phantom of the Opera." I need a 5th song just in case.
Also, I think Ginny can teach after acclimating to her new schedule. I should ask precisely what times I may come and sing with|for|from her..
Also, I think Ginny can teach after acclimating to her new schedule. I should ask precisely what times I may come and sing with|for|from her..
So I've been
working on my "The Feelings Book Journal" by American Girl, only @ $10, another pretty 1 without as much of just quizzes for also the same amount. I was hoping it would keep me out of trouble with people who are worth it. I also have my journal and Astro Girl magazine, I guess it goes on shelves every 8-10 weeks, no subscription, no Nook. I also put yarn on my books. There's the planner and regular journal from CVS for $10.
Generations
We were laughing in the movie that like you can have a 1950 dad and you'll be in the same program as cool people like Britney Spears and people like my friend with a dad who's younger don't got that.
Growing to Hate Me
People are being mean to me just because Johnny Depp made them overly nice. I told you not to do that.
Rats!
Why am I getting this pattern of messages? No one will leave me alone. I'm afraid it may be a trick to affect me and then something else will improve.
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